I noticed him, but I did not think he would be strong enough to sweep me off my feet. One touch, one kiss, it was total bliss. His words, his song, his big strong arms caressed me into his soul.  

I tried to resist him by turning away but he waited patiently for me to stay. But why my love? He say, “For God, why do you think so? ”

I fought inside to hide the love I have deep within my heart. Yet, he was so Amazing to me.  He is patient & calm, confident, fun, loving, & passionate. 

 He is Love. 

Love became more complicated as we thought about moving to another level.  Visiting Visas, no. Fiancé, no. Let’s just keep this under the covers.  Besides, we are still lovers.  And time moves on.  

We communicate daily, but it’s pressure here lately knowing we can’t keep going back and forth.  We question each other’s love for sure.  We are not perfect.  

All of this, what we have, can change in an instant as soon as his visa gets approved by another lover and off he goes to be free.  Then I can be free because that Visa thing is not for me and I know that my love ain’t enough to cure your desire to be free. 

Now that you’re approved, go fly my friend and find that freedom you’ve been working so hard to see. 

And my freedom, well it’s just knowing that I don’t have to be tied down to be with you and so many others.  

As I went about my day, thinking of you and the fun times we shared.  I put on my hat, detoxed you out of my soul, had lunch with an friend from the past and pampered myself a bit.  I was celebrating freedom with you mi amor.

On your journey today I was sure you made your way on that 7-hour flight to Spain. But now in the night, I learned you missed your flight only to discover you’re still here. With me. Mind, Body & Soul.

The Punta Cana in me…I thought I was free, but now I see: I Am still in Luv. #author #blogger #creativewriter #thepoetryjournal

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